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Post by lilithdream24 on Aug 17, 2013 0:48:08 GMT -5
The first time i was pregnant i was 15. I was pregnant with twins. Lost them a couple weeks apart and almost died. 12 years later...my fiancee and i found out we were pregnant July 28. Last night, August 15, i miscarried our baby. I'm starting to lose all hope of ever becoming a mother or successfully carrying a child to term. I feel so heartbroken and devastated. I feel lost. I can't stop crying, and yet i have to be able to smile through the pain and go on with life like nothing happened. The worst part...i had to miscarry at work. No one was willing to help me so i could go home. So i had to work through the horrible pain and heartbreak. I'm not sure how to feel anymore. My fiancée has been wonderful through this. He's been keeping it together for both of us. I'm not sure id be doing as well as i am without him right now. He tells me we can try again in the future, but I'm scared to now. I'm not sure i can take this heartbreak again.
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